ooops i cant make it happy..

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ooops i cant make it happy..	[Jul. 26th, 200511:59 pm]
i wanna write a poem of happiness,something that shines, for those who cant take someone who is sad most of the time, i think i'm fine,i sleep,eat,dream,and love almost the same, i am whole alone,sometimes,though i fake some things, longing for things hurts my heart,so i stop the upbeat thunder, and tell you the truth,i guess maybe when i'm happy,you just don't notice, i feel kinda sad,i feel kinda lonely, but why write about it,if you would feel better if i hadn't? because i lie in enough places,i cant do that in my flow,of thoughts of real things, i am lost,i am in awe of the moon,the stars in the night, i was in love,but i felt ugly,so i'm hiding that underneath the rest of my camouflage, who am i to let you see,me sad and crying in my words? bleeding poetically? girls look so pretty sometimes,i wanna tell them,so they feel as beautiful as they look... misery does not always love company,i don't want any one to be down, its fun to smile,to laugh,to giggle till your high on laughter, but i just don't get much of that,its hard when your alone in a room, a room,you have always been alone in. ps.sorry this and the last thing i wrote suck,i dont have a real rythem right now,..
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